Sticks and Stones…


Bullies take on many forms and can be found in all corners of life. When I think of the word “bully” I immediately associate it with a school playground filled with clueless adolescents  who still have a lot to learn.

When I was a school kid I only ever got bullied once, by a close-knit group of girls who I once called friends. One of those girls (I’ll call her Lucy) made a sexual move on me during a sleepover at her house. I was twelve at the time. There’s no need for me to go into detail, but needless to say, I kindly rejected her advances. I had no idea she liked girls (that way) and I suspect none of our friends did either. At no point was I nasty to her, nor did I show any type of disgust. Why would I? She was my friend. No, I simply told her it wasn’t for me, rolled over and went to sleep. I was the girl everyone seemed to tell their secrets to and I had no intention of sharing hers with anyone else. Her secret was safe with me. I knew she was embarrassed  after I rejected her, but I thought it would be forgotten by morning and our friendship would continue as normal. I was so wrong!

The entire group suddenly turned against me and to this day I still don’t know what Lucy told them to make them turn on me so harshly, but I can guarantee you it wasn’t the truth. I was bullied by the group for well over six months. Every. Single. Day.


I had no respite, no matter where I went as we all frequented the same places and attended the same school. During every recess and lunch break I was followed around the playground with verbal bashings and evil taunts to try and get me to react. It would never have been a fair fight – six against one. They pestered the friends I had outside the group until even those kids didn’t want to risk the mud being slung onto them as well, so I was virtually alone. They followed me home from school every day, the taunts increasing as there weren’t any teachers around to scare them off.  There were three separate routes I could take home, so some days I got lucky and avoided them…until the following day.

My parents brought me up to treat others as I wish to be treated and to turn the other cheek when it comes to violence, but I also lived in a household filled with boys who didn’t believe in the latter philosophy. I had conflicted emotions. I was no stranger to biffing it out, as one brother in particular can confirm. We fought constantly.

I withstood as much harassment as I could mentally take until one day, I snapped. As the group followed me home that day after school, yelling snide remarks and abuse from behind, I turned and stood my ground. I threw my schoolbag down and raised my fists. “I’ve had enough! Who’s first?”

I really was willing to take them all on, either singularly or collectively as a group. I no longer cared about “being nice”. It came as no surprise to me that Lucy was the first to step forward and accept my challenge. I didn’t hesitate and I only hit her once, square on the jaw. She went down like a wet bag of shit. I turned to the others. “Next!”

They ran as fast as their treacherous legs could carry them, in the opposite direction. Most people, I guess, would have shouted out “Lucy’s a lesbian!” so the whole group would have known the secret she was keeping, but that would have made me just as evil as her, so I never did tell anyone. From that day on they avoided even walking past me in the corridor at school, and I barely saw them in the playground either. I made new friends and moved on.

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The next year I started high school and laughed my arse off when I discovered they’d all suddenly decided to attend the “other” school instead, even though my high school was much closer. Wow! Did my one punch scare them THAT much? Damn, my fists should be classed as weapons of mass destruction!

Recently, cyber bullying has been a topic vastly discussed on social media. It seems it’s not secluded to playgrounds, there are grown people in this world who act just as viciously, if not worse. A friend of mine encountered a nasty piece of work who calls himself a man but who is in fact a bully. My heart swelled when so many on social media rallied around her as a united front. There truly are some good people left in this world.


Let me make this clear, bullying is NEVER okay, under any circumstance! I still don’t condone violence, but some bullies need to be put in there place somehow. I’ve come to the conclusion that naming and shaming may be the answer.

Have you ever been bullied? How did you handle it?


8 comments on “Sticks and Stones…

  1. I have reblogged this. I wish I did what you did but I let my bullies walk all over me till about this year :/. This post is inspirational and does prove a point. 🙂 my parents always said one hit and they will back off. Your story is proof. X

  2. JoanneBest says:

    Wow, this really hit home and cemented something I’ve been thinking about for awhile- we many, we brave, we bullied, have lived through so much crap we’ve had no choice but to keep our minds strong enough to be able to create whatever it is we create.
    I don’t know what it is about slumber parties but I had a similar experience, only with me all the girls paired up so everyone would have someone to laugh and whisper with all night while I had to sleep alone on the kitchen floor (it was the only way they stopped teasing me); when I woke up the next morning my shoes were missing and back then I had 2 pairs of shoes, one for school and one for play- long story short, after hours of searching I found them in the shower soaking wet. Nobody owned up to it and I ended up going home and lying to my Mom because I didn’t want her to know how badly I was picked on.
    Then there was the time the girls wanted to see who was brave enough to go down into the scary dark basement, of course I was so thrilled they said I could do it I hid my fear, walked through the door only to hear it slam behind me as they locked me in, all of them holding the door so I couldn’t push it open; that was a little harder to explain since both my hands went through the glass windows and sliced my hands to my elbows, blood everywhere.
    It wasn’t till high school and I was “discovered” by the gay boys that I began to develop a spine, usually more for other people (it did feel pretty good to punch a football player in the stomach when he pushed my gay best friend in the hallway one day :D), but once the Punk Rock scene began at the exact age I got my drivers license and NYC was barely a 20 minute drive away, my everything changed and I was never bullied again (except for the time 8 girls jumped me because I was friends with the band they wanted to hook up with- boy were those girls pissed when the entire band heard a commotion, ran outside and carried me back into the club yelling at the wanna-be groupies and stopped the show because they were so pissed 😀 the concussion was almost worth it lol)
    Excellent post my dear, the more I learn about you, the more I’m convinced we’re clones 😉 xox ❤

  3. Paige Thomas says:

    Oh, Jo…your story just broke my heart. I think these tests of character make us stronger and better people for it, though it never feels that way while we’re in the midst of it. I wish I’d known you back then, we would have been a force to be reckoned with. xoxo

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